Ulrika Jonsson has revealed that she used to use alcohol to ‘remember the good times’ and would often ‘black out’ after binge drinking alone.
The broadcaster, 57, who recently celebrated being 121 days sober, was one of TV’s most recognised faces and hosted Gladiators and The Eurovision Song Contest during the height of her fame.
Telling The Sun: ‘[Alcohol] stifled my anger. I was angry with the world for all sorts of reasons. I would drink to remember the good times and to forget the present bad times’.
Ulrika explained that while she drank to ‘kill her feelings of anxiety’ she was in fact a ‘functioning binge drinker’ and never vomited or appeared dishevelled.
‘But the number of times I would black out and not recall the night before when I had been drinking alone, were increasing’.
Ulrika Jonsson, 57, has revealed that she used to use alcohol to ‘remember the good times’ and would often ‘black out’ after binge drinking alone
She said: ‘[Alcohol] stifled my anger. I was angry with the world for all sorts of reasons. I would drink to remember the good times and to forget the present bad times’. (pictured 2022)
The broadcaster, who recently celebrated being 121 days sober, was one of TV’s most recognised faces and hosted Gladiators and The Eurovision Song Contest during the height of her fame
‘[Alcohol] was the perfect escape from my woes. When I drank, I felt I became a better, nicer person, and more equipped to cope. The truth, of course, was quite the opposite. Drinking worsened my anxiety which meant I would ‘self-medicate’ with a drink. This would calm me down, temporarily, then it would return with a vengeance.
Ulrika recalled how her pal telephoned one morning to reveal they’d spoken the night before when the TV favourite was so drunk she wasn’t making sense.
The Swedish star said that she ‘sobbed like a child’ following the chat and was ‘full of despair’ as she realised she did in fact have a destructive relationship with alcohol.
Heavy episodic drinking refers to consuming 60g or more of alcohol – the equivalent of 7.5 units – on at least one occasion in the past 30 days.
This is the same as drinking just over three pints of medium-strength beer, or five small glasses of wine, or around seven single-shot gin and tonics in one sitting.
In December Ulrika candidly opened up about being single at Christmas and admitted she finds it hard playing ‘happy families’ during the festivities.
She revealed that this year she is not looking forward to Christmas and is feeling the single blues, writing her feature in Fabulous Magazine the model described her ‘Christmas misery’.
She confessed: ‘To add insult to my Christmas misery, I am still a Single Pringle. I’ve never felt further from the prospect of a delicious snog under the mistletoe in my life.’
Ulrika explained that while she drank to ‘kill her feelings of anxiety’ she was in fact a ‘functioning binge drinker’ and never vomited or appeared dishevelled (pictured 2003)
‘[Alcohol] was the perfect escape from my woes. When I drank, I felt I became a better, nicer person, and more equipped to cope. The truth, of course, was quite the opposite’ (pictured 1990)
Ulrika has been single since her 2019 divorce from third husband Brian Monet (pictured with Brian and her daughter Martha in 1012)
Ulrika has been single since her 2019 divorce from third husband Brian Monet, with whom she shares son Malcolm, 15, after the pair parted ways after ten years together.
Her first marriage to cameraman John Turnbull was in 1990 and they have a son, Cameron, 29.
The presenter’s second marriage in 2003 was to Lance Gerrard-Wright who, at the time, was a contestant on her TV show Mr Right. They share a daughter, Martha, 19.
The mother-of-four also has a daughter, Bo, 23, with ex-boyfriend hotelier, Marcus Kempen, who she separated from in 2000 after two years.
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